always on the move..going nowhere

we've been out and about recently. consequently i haven't blogged much. apologies.
also i have had a lot going on it my little brain of mine and havent really been n the right mind set to sit and put it all out there. again, apologies.
i often find that i have a lot of avenues of thought that don't really go anywhere. i think it comes from being part of a generation with too many options.
dont get me wrong, options are good! i'm not bashing options! bring on the options. it just means that the fear rushes in from time to time.
am i making the right choice? would i rather do something else? it makes it difficult to stick to something because committing to one thing means you may well be missing out on something else. my working life is a great example of this. i have chopped and changed my jobs as if they were outfits. the longest i've had a job was for 5 years. for a 31 year old i'm not sure if that's unusual or not. either way, it's a drag, not knowing what to do.i'd like to be any of the following:

a psychologist
a primary school teacher
a wool shop owner
a travel writer
a professional dog walker
a professional crafter
a radio dj

HAH! do you see any patterns here? me neither. there are other ambitions but they are fleeting. these are the ones that have come up again and again and yet i have done none of the things to bring me closer to any of these careers.
ahhhhhhh fuck it.
just life innit?

here's a song

i just found the best thing on the internet for the bear.
i think i will have to buy it for him..

http://www.beardoil.co.uk/

the advert for it is wicked and it's made in Norfolk too!
it has 4 different types that have been developed! FOUR!!!!! a whole section of life i had never known about until now. beard products.

Listen to this:

The NORFOLK Beard Oil Story

NORFOLK BEARD OILS for the Man who is KING, WARRIOR, MAGICIAN, LOVER

WHAT KIND OF MAN ARE YOU?

Norfolk Beard Oil is a return to the vanishing principles of masculinity defined by “The Beard”, a declaration of authenticity and integrity; a Man making a stand for what he believes in and not being afraid of showing who he truly is.

We are witnessing a beard renaissance where modern man is once again connecting with his roots of true masculinity.

By creating four special beard oil blends allied to the key male archetypes of King, Warrior, Magician and Lover, Norfolk Beard Oil are redefining what it is to be a Man.

Our Vision is for men across the world to reclaim their roles of King, Warrior, Magician, Lover, and to Serve, Protect , Inspire and Love with deep integrity and heartfelt authenticity.

Join us on this exciting Journey...

now...is the bear a king, warrior, magician or lover????

I'm gonna have to work that out before i splurge £36 0f my hard earned english pounds on it but hell, the packaging is nice and i'm aaaaalll about the packaging!